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built for worrying
2008-06-23 | 2:49 p.m. I've been putting off getting my round of bloodwork done, mostly because I have to fast and the prospect of lugging three boys to a crowded lab at opening, when I'm weak with hunger and still have to wait at least an hour for my turn, really doesn't appeal. I'm wanting it done, though, because I'm curious about the thyroid issue. If my numbers are still what they were, the secondary hypothyroidism scenario, then I might worry a bit. I think I posted back then that the typical cause for that scenario is a pituitary tumour...? Right. So my anxieties get a bit riled up and start thinking about brain tumours and how maybe they are sometimes just left alone (but really? how, why?) but maybe I have a scary future though it's probably nothing and probably I should go to the fireworks tonight because what if I'm not around next year to take the boys???? You see, it's hard living in my mind. ;) Yesterday's barbecue was awesome and then we all went to a bonfire/volleyball thingi at our church property, which was also awesome. The boys were like feral children, covered in wet sand, mystery scratches and marshmallow glump. They were very, very sunbaked and tired. I used to love long summer days like that, and I hope they remember theirs, too. But I'm not going anywhere.
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